i start to shake a whimper, which slowly evolves into full on pillow hugging ugly sobbing. I cry harder as fat tears fall down my blushed cheeks and my nose turns red as i sniffle. I take in shaky breaths before breaking down all over again.In the end of the vid i show a close up of my face, you see my ruined mascara and eyeliner! I look like a mess

i start to shake a whimper, which slowly evolves into full on pillow hugging ugly sobbing. I cry harder as fat tears fall down my blushed cheeks and my nose turns red as i sniffle. I take in shaky breaths before breaking down all over again.In the end of the vid i show a close up of my face, you see my ruined mascara and eyeliner! I look like a mess