I have a confession for you all... I've always been really honest about the highs and lows that have come with the transformation of literally OVER-doubling my body weight over the years. Recently, I hit a really big low. I started to feel a bit of regret and was having second thoughts about my weight gain which I have NEVER experienced before since I started this journey.

In this video, I tell you all about what was going through my mind. I really open up about how I felt like I took things too far and the exact moment where my brain broke and I lost all control of my appetite... ...

I have a confession for you all... I've always been really honest about the highs and lows that have come with the transformation of literally OVER-doubling my body weight over the years. Recently, I hit a really big low. I started to feel a bit of regret and was having second thoughts about my weight gain which I have NEVER experienced before since I started this journey.

In this video, I tell you all about what was going through my mind. I really open up about how I felt like I took things too far and the exact moment where my brain broke and I lost all control of my appetite... which terrified me. A true, real total loss of control that really caught me off guard and scared me for a bit. I tell you all about some of the recent changes I've experienced at this new level of roundness and how it has made me feel.

This is a really vulnerable video. Am I going to keep going? Am I going to keep gaining? Watch it and find out.