I am not sure I will ever be able to do this again, but I filmed myself squirting! In the beginning I use a hitachi on my pussy and make it nice and wet in preparation for fucking myself with my big dildo. I ride it while it is suctioned to the mirror. I fuck myself for a bit before returning to the hitachi. I practiced some squirting techniques that I learned. I was able to first push out a tiny little squirt. Then I am eventually able to do a big squirt! It totally took me by surprise. It felt really good! I'm hoping I am eventually able to do it again.