Sure stroking can just feel like a fantasy, but for you it's more than that. This isn't something that you can ever turn off. Every single day, you're just a pathetic beta waiting for his chance to rub one out to women that don't want him. It's not like the second you blow your load you can forget about it like it didn't happen and be "normal". you'll always be a beta living in his beta reality.

Sure stroking can just feel like a fantasy, but for you it's more than that. This isn't something that you can ever turn off. Every single day, you're just a pathetic beta waiting for his chance to rub one out to women that don't want him. It's not like the second you blow your load you can forget about it like it didn't happen and be "normal". you'll always be a beta living in his beta reality.