A first timer... Whenever I have a new boy, there’s a mix of fun emotions. Lust. Sadism. Curiosity. Mischievousness. But importantly, I want to understand his pleasure scale. Feeling his cock with each pump of my hand until it swells and I get to play with that eb and flow of denial. I want to understand exactly when he’s close to cumming so I can stop, or maybe ruin, or maybe destroy.

A first timer... Whenever I have a new boy, there’s a mix of fun emotions. Lust. Sadism. Curiosity. Mischievousness. But importantly, I want to understand his pleasure scale. Feeling his cock with each pump of my hand until it swells and I get to play with that eb and flow of denial. I want to understand exactly when he’s close to cumming so I can stop, or maybe ruin, or maybe destroy.