Does your life look like this? Worship, pay, feel guilty, relapse - repeat? Then yes, you're a beta destined to repeat the cycle. You will always lose control, no matter how long you quit, you come back each and every time. You should just accept that this is your life now. You try your best to fight it...but nothing ever changes. So stop fighting it, it will feel utterly blissful.

Does your life look like this? Worship, pay, feel guilty, relapse - repeat? Then yes, you're a beta destined to repeat the cycle. You will always lose control, no matter how long you quit, you come back each and every time. You should just accept that this is your life now. You try your best to fight it...but nothing ever changes. So stop fighting it, it will feel utterly blissful.