This is step 1 of My special 12 step program for male trash who hate fuck their hands every day instead of accepting how fucking useless they are, and doing something about it. Obviously you are damaged goods - your uselessness and depraved existence, macho displays of manhood when you don't even know what a real man is... Basically you go around asking to be humiliating & truly that's just being honest with you. Do you have ANYONE other than Me who is honest with you? This is an experiment I am conducting on the most pathetic specimens of mankind intended to infiltrate your mind & pound so...

This is step 1 of My special 12 step program for male trash who hate fuck their hands every day instead of accepting how fucking useless they are, and doing something about it. Obviously you are damaged goods - your uselessness and depraved existence, macho displays of manhood when you don't even know what a real man is... Basically you go around asking to be humiliating & truly that's just being honest with you. Do you have ANYONE other than Me who is honest with you? This is an experiment I am conducting on the most pathetic specimens of mankind intended to infiltrate your mind & pound so much hatred & humiliation into you that you are damned to see the truth - life is so much easier with a woman in charge. The extremity of My verbal humiliation is truly sadistic yet I calmly speak you through what will be required of you now. So uptight trying to pretend that you can have fun has made you lose sight of it entirely. I'm here to fix you. I'm here to help you start formulating thoughts with your brain and not your little AND I MEAN LITTLE head. Repeat My mantras. Prepare for this session's total degradation by pouring out uncooked rice on the floor where you'll kneel... begging for your lesson. I want you nude from the waist down kneeling on those hard rice kernels begging Me to understand how much you hate yourself - how much you hate your life! Beg for absolution from Me- the only person in this world who understands what a freak you are & created this mindfucking program to save you from your life as a filthy pig. Lesson one: I'm going to watch you while you hate fuck your hand - while you repeat My humiliating mantras and insult your own cock as you jerk off ... However, knowing how you know you're hated by Me and regarded by Me as less than human you will not get to just hate fuck your stupid hand like you always did before I saved you. This time, you're going to eat your cum ... after edging and building up a nice big load ... say it: "Goddess, my dick is unworthy. My dick is a mistake. My dick is an abomination!" Stare at it while you rub it raw as if you're sandpapering down wooden posts and hate it. I want it to hurt I want you to hate it and I want you to hate your cock while desperately fucking your hand wondering where everything went so wrong for you... I am ripping you to shreds with My verbal humiliation the entire time so you are broken for Me. I am breaking you. This is not meant to be enjoyable. This is your admission of guilt. This is how pathetic you are. Hate fuck all the cum into your palm while I keep tormenting you verbally mindfucking you like your brain is putty ... and lick up every last drop. Just as soon as you've paid Me generously for this session. Pay Me to eat your own cum!! This is the ultimate humiliation and the only way to fully insert the hatred and the hope that only I can offer you now. This video is not for the faint of heart and I don't pretend to like you for a single second so enjoy step one toward absolution and in our next session, we will be going further down the road to redemption with an even more sick and twisted game until I've used you all up into an empty shell, dependent on Me for any relief. Did I mention that I hate you? And, pay Me. you're welcome, bitch.