Dear Virtual Diary; I've decided to start an online vlog for other submissives, and of course myself, to learn with me as I go on this journey of self discovery and fall into a wonderful adventure of BDSM. For my first vlog I thought I'd try practicing some breathplay in the bath, but for an added challenge I'm handcuffed, and my feet are in leg irons (not because it adds to the challenge but just because I like them!). Now since my Dom isn't here, I have to do my own safety checks, which I will go over with you, whoever you are that has found my little corner of the internet. When I'm not ...

Dear Virtual Diary; I've decided to start an online vlog for other submissives, and of course myself, to learn with me as I go on this journey of self discovery and fall into a wonderful adventure of BDSM. For my first vlog I thought I'd try practicing some breathplay in the bath, but for an added challenge I'm handcuffed, and my feet are in leg irons (not because it adds to the challenge but just because I like them!). Now since my Dom isn't here, I have to do my own safety checks, which I will go over with you, whoever you are that has found my little corner of the internet. When I'm not holding my breath under the water, or gasping for air when I come back up, I'll talk to you about what my thoughts are on it, how it makes me feel, and of course any mistakes I think I need to rectify and how I'll fix the issue. So hopefully you don't make the same mistakes haha Such as if you have long hair, ruddy well tie it up! And for fucks sake make sure you do it BEFORE you put the hand cuffs on. Don't ruddy do anything in the bath if you've just had your hair tinted like I did, it turns the bath yellow, damn it. Maybe don't wear make up either, it goes everywhere! My Dom does like a bit of breathplay which is why I wanted to practice and hopefully I'll be able to do it for over a minute! But lets throw some extra incentives into the mix, so today I played with having a dildo stuck to the bath to see how long I could suck cock for underwater, ruddy hell it was more difficult than I thought, but it did makes it way more fun than just holding my breath! I did however learn that since my Dom wasn't here, it was really hard keeping myself under the water without floating whilst I was handcuffed, so unfortunately those did need to come off just so I could hold myself down. I definitely feel like my breath control had improved by the end, but still lots more to practice and learn! I finished off with giving a footjob to the cock whilst I was still catching my breath, thats even more of a challenge to do underwater! It was a lot of fun, but my body is exhausted! More stamina training required! But I know my Dom will be happy with me :)